mbencekno.

ahhh tauk ah. nyebelin nyebelin. semuanya nyebelin.
yang satu manis2 eh ada maunya, kliatan tauuuu.
yang satu ga peka.
di dorong sini, di dorong sana.
bullshit semuanya.

sigh. dunia lagi ga bersahabat sama wendy.

heran.

Jadi bingung, udah koar" katanya harus berubah, harus lebih friendly tapi ga ada kesadaran dari diri sendiri.
Mana bisa maju WOI !!!!
NGOMONG DOANG bisanya ! begitu disuruh sacrifice sesuatu PADA MUNDUR !
ga usa bikin goal - goal muluk" gitu, bikin target KESADARAN DIRI dulu baru berani goal !
ga usa heran ga bisa maju", refleksi dulu diri sendiri.

curhat session

There are sooooo many things in my mind.
I'm so confused, so unsecured, and so unsettled.
What would I do in the next 6 months? Where would I be? Who would I be ?
This is just - so - not me, this isnot Wendy.
Ugh, I hate this kind of - unsettled- situation.
Do I need a shrink ?

In half an hour I'll be off to Toodyay for ICYO leadership camp !

See ya folks on sunday night !

damn, i miss them so much !

I have no idea girls when will I meet you all again, I might meet Lippe sooner since she's in Melbourne. But, I really want us to meet again, in full team.We always have the foolest conversation in the world, but I love it. Remember, our positive ions would be negative if we are together. hahahaha. that's the lamest statement. ever.

I miss you girls.

survivor

Do you wanna know how it feels, surviving to live with only $85 in your bank account and 10 lt fuel in your car?

it does really suck

I wish I had branded things, so I could sell them on ebay. too bad. I haven't any.

I wanted to sell my textbooks in the second hand bookshop at Curtin. and they rejected all of them. they said,
" this book is the last edition, we no longer use it anymore". damn. now, I'm left with piles of book and i'm still broke.

my life is pathetic.

It is pathetic, really.

welcome to the job wars, wendy !

Wish me luck for my interview tommorow morning, 9 am sharp ! aih.

*thinking*

What time should I catch my bus? where should I stop ?? aih.

(";")

I think I won't be going out for a couple of weeks. Sorry friends, I must save my money. hux hux T.T

aiyah.

Today's schedule:

nothing. until 16.30, picking up my mom's friend's son at the airport.
back home. nothing. until 19.00 choir practice for a wedding.

What to do at home:

relaxing. [*cough* ]
Craving for baking cakes actually but somehow I forgot that I'm broke a.k.a no money left so yeah, I think I just lay on my bed until lunch [eating whatever food left on my fridge --> refer to 1 piece of fried chick, my leftover beef stir fry, or fried tofu with pork floss] and then lay on my bed again until Jon finishes his BPL meeting and bring dinner *yay, see how desperate am I?*

*mase - mase*

makasi adi ...
for redesigning the layout of this blog
mase maseeeeeeee