KECEWA.

GET ME OUT OF HERE.

emosi jiwa part 2

Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssssssh.
juh juh juh juh juh juh juh juh
benci case study.
tendang tendang cabik cabik textbook *yg harganya lbh mahal drpd tas ninewest*
juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh

was I out of my head?

Uni life + working life equals to no weekends. With at least 2, YES TWO, T-W-O assignments every week I literally have no life. Bring my old days back. Ketemu jon cuman (kadang) jumat, sabtu dan setengah minggu. but I don't wanna lose my job, I love it thou some people there are just born stupid hahaha. I need good food, fooooooood. doh apa seh. bleh. back to my other assignment which is still more than halfway to finish. bweeeeeeeeeeeeeh.

1.27 am

Bubble tea itu ENAK GILA ya. Kenapa sih bisa sampe ENAK MAMPUS SAMPE MO BLI FRANCHISEnya. it's 1.27 am and I'm still studying for tommorow's exam with a BUBBLE TEA, not utopia's one, a dodgy bubble tea shop near uni but I still love it and to be honest, BUBBLE TEA is my RED BULL. All beverages that contain caffeine won't affect me at all. BUBBLE TEA does.

If I were given an essay about BUBBLE TEA, I believe I'd be very happy.

ayo wendy berjuang !

Sekarang hidup isinya cuman pure kerja dan belajar. Pagi buta udah kerja, sore2 pulang kerja udah tepar basically cuman mandi biar seger, ngecek email, makan siang trus tidur setengah jam, jam 4.45 sore pasti udah cao lagi ke uni sampe at least jam 8 ato 9 buat kelas. Pulang rumah buka buku bentar, ngecek email lagi, ngecek assignments2, bagi2 tugas ke kelompok, ngecek tugas kelompok, tidur. Pagi2 buta bangun buat kerja, trus gitu aja tiap hari. Capek sih capek banget, mau marah iya, mau ngambek iya, mau putus sekolah gila mau banget. Skrg udah ga pernah begajulan lagi, ga pernah nge-mall lagi, ngafe mendadak apalagi dah, makan malem aja jarang2 sekarang. Tapi ya itu udah konsekuensinya. Mama papa juga selalu bilang ya udah itu konsekuensinya untuk milih ambil postgrad lagi dan mereka juga engga " manjain dan calm me down", mereka slalu bilang buat tetep kuat, semua orang ga boleh lemah, kalo mau maju ya jangan gampang putus asa.

Mikirnya sekarang harus di ubah, ga banyak orang punya kesempatan buat ambil master lagi bahkan ambil bachelor apalagi di luar negeri (bukan nyombong) dan itu yg buat aku tetep bertahan sih. Tuhan juga ga bakal ngasi "ganjelan" kalo ga sesuai dgn kemampuan kita kok. Mikir aja taun depan udah graduate pake secuil tali emas di topi udah beda sama bachelor , udah punya 2 post nominal di belakang nama, harus lulus dengan embel2 " Wendy Shinta Lumanau, Master of Marketing WITH DISTINCTION" HARUS WENDY HARUS !

friends: quantity or quality ?

How do we really measure our friendships ? that's really hard rite? many of us prefer having so many friends as possible but just ignoring the quality part. Me ? I prefer the quality one, I always stick to my -less than 10 - close friends instead of having hundreds of people who recognise my face but not knowing me by heart. We always try to make many many friends but actually, we just want to add numbers for the people i know list.

I have a SUBJECTIVE theory about friendship here.

People tend to make friends with the ones having similar thoughts, characteristics or whatever that connects them together. It's not easy (for me at least) to find them in a very short time because for being my friends, they have to pass certain boundaries first. We, whether we realise it or not, will always have these boundaries in our life.

First boundary will be the way we introduce to each other. Our brain will likely reject them or accept them based on the first impression, from this first impression we always try make a simple judgement about that person. Believe it or not, we always do that and we always try to be nice for the first impression because we all know that people will remember us by this impression. I can't qualify this situation as friendship.

Secondly, after we or me accept that first impression and my brain says this person is alright, we start chatting. This is the step where we or me try to find the similarities we have. If we have some, I''ll continue this journey and If I don't find anything interesting about this person or no similarities found, then I'll just make this person as the person I know.

If we continue this journey, we start going out together or having deeper conversations together. This is the starting point of a friendship. This is the moment when I call " MAKING FRIENDSHIP". Unfortunately, not all of us will always that moment for all the people we know.

In conclusion, this is a SUBJECTIVE writing, you may or may not agree with what I wrote here. Ehm, so ya, I want to know more people doesn't equal to I want more friends. Friends are the people we always comfort with.

pusing deh

Karena:

1. Bolak balik ke CIC gara2 minta surat enrolment statement gitu klo dulu pernah study full time blah blah blah. antrenya boo panjang parah pake di ping pong sana sini bayar lagi buat nge print itu bah. Satu jam bok di CIC.

2. Curtin parah banget nyari tmpt parkir di tengah2 hari gini pas ada career fair pula.

3. Hari ini entah kenapa mataharinya bikin pusing.

4. Anak2 indo yg baru dateng annoying banget ya cara ngomongnya, kenceng banget kalo ngomong dan harus gerombolan kalo jalan bisa 10 org lbh aja lho klo lg jalan gitu. Tapi plg gampang notice ya itu tuh harus keras kalo ngomong. I was one of them maybe. maap ya klo saya dulu annoying gitu.

5. Topic project saya yg menurut itu lecturer sangat menarik dan blm ada yg me-research sebelumnya itu, ternyata sangat memusingkan saya. Nyari di database suseh beneeeeeeer. mampu jider. sejam lagi group meeting.

One less burden

We were the only group with no mistakes for our group assessment today !
and the lecturer told us that our project topic is a very interesting topic and a really good one :)

I am a yellow lion

Menyontek Dita maen gini2an hahahaha. ( the highlighted ones are the most likely true to me )

I am a yellow lion (wow)

who looks cheerful, straightforward and precise, but at the bottom of your heart, you are very cautious towards other people and do not take your guard off so easily.

You are always thoroughly on your guard.

You hardly express your emotions, but can act in line with the others.
Although this make you look sociable, you are not truly coming out of your shell.

You tend to be rather a lonely person, and work hard without taking notice of the surrounding situations.

You dislike being interfered, and do not depend on or show your weakness to others.

You tend to endure your struggle all on your own.

You are very responsible person, and puts great effort in improving traditional things.

You don't go rushing into things on your own, but try to work by keeping well balanced with others.

You have perseverance, and carry things out with determination to finish it.

You live your life actively and are reliable person.

Your ways of thinking is sound and reliable.
This sometimes gives you an impression of being too serious and strong-minded.

You don't possess emotional dependence and obsession.

You have a very straight forward atmosphere, and can tackle things calmly. -->> wah saya orangnya panikan

You don't brood over as well.

You can look after and take good care of those younger than you and those who are weaker than you.
They depend on you greatly.

You will keep your career even after the marriage.

It will be important for you and your partner to respect each other.


Waaah hebat yah hampir bener semua, ini diliat dari apaan sih?? *heran kok bener semua*