Falling to the floor

Slowly but sure, I start losing faith in me, trying not to be a skeptical person but this everything is just so dark so I just, yeah, losing faith there will be sunshine out there. It feels really bad knowing that people just don't talk to you anymore, we live to do what to do, we achieve the greatness but no one recognises it, it feels really bad. Waking up everyday just to face the unfairness in life, just to face another ignorance from the others, i mean, who can live like that? Started counting the blessings but the lists are getting shorter by day. This is just shit.