sindrom gila.

9.30am
laptop dateng.

9.30ish am
- loncat2 keliling rumah.
- jerit2 telp jon.
- sms papa.
- elus2 laptop.
- telpon jon lagi. dia udah pusing liat tingkah bocah norak ini. ngecek udah makan belom. [jawabannya tentu belom makan]

10 am
- maen2 laptop
- jon ngecek lagi ngapain [ sambil tanya udah mkn belum, udah doa pagi belum, blah blah blah udah ga ngegubris akunya hahaha]
- jon ngomel nyuru makan, nyuru doa soalnya bis gini mo kerja

10.52 am
- lagi makan sambil senyum2
- mau doa Divine Mercy abis makan sambil senyum
- siap2 brkt kerja
- senyum lebaaaar mengingat hari ini gajian.

yours is here^

Laptopku dateng !!!!!!! yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ....

*nari - nari muter muter keliling rumah *

^dell motto

In Memoriam.

I've just found this photo !!! huaaaT.T my laptop................ *this was taken a few hours after I bought that from the store, 2,5 years ago*

n.b: laptop baruku kok ga dateng2 ya ??? hiks cepetan donk

songs of the week.

1. Mr Brightside - the killers.
2. Fluorescent Adolescent - arctic monkeys.
3. Read my mind - the killers.
4. You made me - Mika ->> teteeeeeep.
5. Sam's town - the killers -- >> teteeeep jugaaa.
6. 2 words - Lea Salonga -->> lagu ini bikin aku pengen cepet2 kawin *huehueheu sama siapa buuk*

kapan the killers kesini lagiii ??????? i missed your last performance ... huuuuhuuuuhuuuu

Kalo bisa .....

I'd like to go back to 6 March 2004. Please. I only need one night back. I'd like to smell the air that night, it was the last time i saw my grandpa walking and gathered with all family members. Please take me back to Novotel grand-ballroom. with my baby-blue dress and my crown, with my ganksta* loud voices, with all my -polonaise- team, preparing themselves before dancing that night. Oh gosh, how i miss them so bad. suddenly i miss my 17 bday party. I just want to go back for only 6 hours that night.

check my personality.

I took Personal DNA test as in Carissa blog. Here is the result:

and the bold statement are correct, according to myself :) but the others are half correct *meaning: sometimes i feel that way too but not all the time *

I AM a VISIONARY.

· Your imagination, self-assuredness, and knowledge of the world combine to make you a VISIONARY.

· You have clear notions of how things could be, and the confidence to try to make them that way.

· You enjoy having a routine, and prefer comfort and familiarity to risk and adventure.

· Not needing others' approval to forge ahead, you are confident in your designs for the future.

· Your imagination allows you to envision the world as a better place.

· You're better at thinking of the big picture than you are with details, and you can see wonder in abstract things.

· Style and appearances are important to you, and you have a good eye for beauty.

· You are somewhat rigid in your beliefs, which comes from both confidence and an aversion to change.

· You are good at creating works of art in forms with which you're familiar.

· You prefer to have time to plan for things, feeling better with a schedule than with keeping plans up in the air until the last minute. --->>> this is the -most correct- statement. I am a planner. everything must be "on the line", i'll be very upset if everything goes wrong

· You have a strong sense of style and value your personal presentation - friends may even seek your style advice from time to time.

kangen dedek.

Adiiiiiiii.... yang mo ke Sydney, titip kangen buat Josephine Monique Shinta Lumanau ya!

saya bosen bikin report.

Hihihihihi. inilah hasil se-siang-an di CBS lab.

Saya bosen sen sen sen sama bikin report, trus gangguin jon yang lagi bljr CPA. grusak grusuk sana sini, foto2 ndiri *si jon bawa kamera*, foto2 ga jelas lalu akhirnya maksa jon buat foto. hauhauhauahuah I am an evil. trus coret2 foto, asiiikkk.

kenapa?

Cuman wanita yang bisa ngerasain period pain. kenapa?

Rasanya

Pengen marah-marah. Ga tersalurkan emosi ini. mampet di kepala.

what if

the pain won't go away?

please don't order via drive thru

today's experience: listening to RSVP line is much much better than taking drive thru orders.

My -5 hour- working as a drive thru counter made me stress. I didn't get what people ordered. If crying was a help, I would definitely cry loudly at that time.

one good thing comes to an end.

Thank you for all staff in PR and Publishing at Corp. Comm. I will surely come there if i had time and bring you food and chocolates ! *finger crossed for my last statement ;P*

insane.

Please blame my laptop-less situation. Don't blame me. please.

downgrade.

From being a Public Relations Assistant at Corporate Communication, Curtin University of Techonology.


And starting from today, I am a cashier at Red Rooster. Not to mention that I don't like my jobs, i love doing my job but yeah, downgrade. huahuahauhuahha. It is not easy earning money, Perth keras Man! hauhauhuahua.

I miss CC !!!!!!! I miss putting many many names to the RSVP lists !!

if i were a millionaire

Current wishlist:

1. External harddrive, min 160gb (approx $150) to backup all my data when I got my new laptop (yay!), don't wanna repeat my stupidity once again.

2. Witchery new collection handbag (exactly $289) --->>> FINGER CROSSED. I wish, khan?

3. Mimco buttoned-handbag ($400) ----->> another FINGER CROSSED. no comment.

4. That black and bronze flat shoes, somewhere in harbour town (@$20). After I got my paycheck, I will surely go there and buy them.

5. Buy a new, nice and warm jacket (max $50). I have already lots of jacket and I'm not sure whether my wardrobe has enough space or not but yeah, I don't care hahaha. I really need a new one ! Haven't bought a new, nice and warm jacket since last year.

6. A pashmina ($30) in Myer. Again, after my paycheck. hihihihi.

7. Anna Sui liquid eyeliner. The fact that there's no Anna Sui store/stalls in every department store or make up store in Perth, has made me devastated (ehm...).


8. Lastly, a new laptop (bought!yay) hahahaha. I really deeply need a laptop to survive huehehehe. Will be coming (estimated) next monday. It's a purple with engraved Dell laptop, nonik2 bener yak pake laptop ungu?


Hopefully I could buy all of those stuff. hihihihi. another finger crossed.

wendy-ology

Random facts about wendy.

. Bukan orang yg suka regret her past. yang udah lewat ya udah, ga bisa di apa2in. lebih suka menatap masa depan *ceilaa*. Tapi recently lagi pengen banget balik masa dulu. ditengah2 mama papa. entah mengapa. pengen banged. makanya akhir2 ini tdrnya plg mlm jam 11. biar ga nangis. ditidurin aja. mungkin kena sindrom -laptopless-. ga tau juga sih.

.lagi pengen kurusssssssss. kurus kaya dulu. huhuhuhuhu. kenapa gendut banged aku. gendut gendut gendut. dulu kurus pengen gendut. gendut pengen kurus. aneh. aneh. pusing gimana ntar klo abis ngelahirin ya. dimarain mama trus nih. klo ketemu dia lagi harus udah bisa pake baju S versi Indo bukan versi Ostrali. hahaha. pokoknya harus balik ke 42 kg. huahahha ngawur. ga brani nimbang nih. kalo saya sudah kira2 berbentuk 42 kg kasi tau ya. huahuaua

.pengen jalan2. keluar negri. singapore kek hongkong kek cina kek. mo blanjaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Dear someone.

Time is ticking. Keep that in mind.
You are getting older, not getting any younger.
If you are tired of something, mad at someone, or the whole world is on your shoulder.
Take your time, it's ok. but remember, keep your head up all the time, so the world would know you will survive.
Keep your spirit in your body and mind all the time.
the time won't be waiting for you. once you lose it. you can't take it back.
I am here giving you support, 'cause no human can survive without someone else's support.
told ya' i'll support you always
but you need to have the spirit. if u don't
then i can't help you.
keep that in mind. time is ticking.
xoxo.

RIP laptop 2005-2008

ada berita duka lagi. Laptopku wafat. setelah 2 tahun dan 9 bulan, laptopku ga bisa hidup lagi. Setelah menderita semalaman di apa2in tetep "not responding" dan ga mo nrima usb apapun yang masuk. Bahkan semua data di dalemnya ga sempet diselamatin, cuman beberapa folder foto yg selamet sisanya wafat bersama laptop.

Recovery cd pun ditolak sama dia. sedih. bikin assignment sama dia, tidur sama dia, seneng sama dia, nyanyi2 sama dia, foto2 sama dia, cerita2 sama dia. sentimental value nya udah gede banget. ga rela kalo mesti ganti laptop baru. Sekarang saya -laptopless-, ini aja minjem punya odri bentar.

hiks. sedih setengah mati. mari mengheningkan cipta.

not another busy day......

yet 80++ emails coming in the events inbox ! *im crying inside*
it took half of my day updating 9 rsvp lists, well it's almost lunch time and i still have 38 more names to be put in the rsvp lists. ehmmm whatelse?? oh yeah, another media release about radiothon ! *im dying inside*

FINISH it quickly. go home. SLEEP again.

hihiihihi, Katie's not in today *get well soon K, miss ya :p *, so quiet in here and it scares me :p and oh yeah theres a big plate of cakes yeaah yum yum cakes, left over from SKADS event this morning and i'm tempted to eat them *sialan, i already ate 2 cakes huihihihih* please please someone take those cakes away from my sight.

oh yeah, haven't checked rsvp line. good good good *me being sarcastic* many people need to be lectured how to speak slowly and clear on the rsvp line.

up there in heaven.

I just got this news from my friends. Arde a.k.a nyo died this afternoon mysteriously. Nobody exactly knows the way he died. the media released the news that he was killed in his house. but many of his closest friends told people not to believe that story. However, he was definitely killed.

Goodbye Nyo. Hope you had a good rest up there.

I will remember you as a funny and humble person.

St. Carolus friends and Sinlui friends can you please update the news ? Everything seems blur at this stage and nobody knows exactly when and where he will be buried.

kedinginan.

Wendy bodoh.

udah mulai dingin di perth tapi saya mo sok sok masi summer gitu. Hari ini ke uni pake clana pendek n sweater tipis + tank top dengan harapan siang bakal panas! abisan klo pagi emang dingin tapi begitu siang udah panas2 gitu. I went to uni at 8.30am ! masi dingin tuh tapi cuek aja, ntaran lagi juga panas ah. Tapi begitu siang tetep dingin! malah kedinginan. Di dalem kelas juga dingin2 aja. sebel. Hari ini full timer lagi (maksudnya dari pagi sampe unlimited time di uni terus) sekarang aja masi di uni kerjain assignment yg due besok bersama grup saya.

tetep masi kedinginan.

Tadi ion ke uni bljr di library tapi ga ketemuan gara2 jadwal saya yang sambung menyambung dan sangat sibuk. Niatnya mo pinjem jaket dia pas dia mo pulang. tapi apa daya jaringan telekomunikasi 3 sangad payah jadi pas dia pulang, ga bisa nyambung ke hape aku dan telpon ke dita. Eh akunya lagi pindahin parkir mobil! sebel. ga jadi pinjem jaket.

wendy menulis dalam kedinginan dan mulai kelaperan. entah sampe jam berapa grup mitingnya kelar. kayaknya masi lama ini. almost 12 hours in uni. wendy udah mo expire bentar lagi.

kualat.

Recently di Perth ini lagi nge-trend employment expo. Dimana2 lagi heboh ada career fair ini, employment expo itu dan hasilnya saya (yg lagi bingung cari kerja) datengin semua career fair itu. Ada tujuan laen sih selain cari kerja (yang ga dapet hasil apa2 hehe) yaitu dapetin barang2 gratisan hauahahahaha. Goodie bagsnya menggiurkan sih, ada yang dpt sandel jepit lucu, dapet botol minum, dapet termos, dapet lipgloss, notes2, senter yang belakangnya ada obeng berbagai macam yg bisa dicopot2. Siapa yang ga mau coba ???



ya udah, dateng ke career fair pertama niatnya masi tulus cari kerja, begitu yang kedua dan seterusnya udah berubah motivasi jadi pencari harta karun freebies and goodie bags. huahahahahaha. napsu banged dateng ke stall yang freebiesnya bagus2.



Dimana kualatnya??



In the place where I work lagi banyak banged organise corporate events. banyaknya ga karuan. dalam 2 hari ya aku bikin signage and welcome board udah 8 ada kali. bolak balik ke copy machine. bolak balik ke cupboard ambil paper clip buat misahin tanggal2nya. sampe eneg liat signage. update rsvp lists dari dateng sampe lunch. dan puncaknya.



Abis assist one of the PR co-ordinators with her event. Saya sudah dinanti oleh PR manager buat beresin goodie bags. 70 goodie bags harus diisi dgn 2 corporate magazines, brochures, and impendium or whatever it is yang bentuknya kaya diary gede gitu dari kulit yang dalemnya diisi sama notepad. Yak, notepad itu bermasalah karena mau diganti sama company notepad. ya udah. ganti deh satu2 notepad, yang susah sih, gotong box2 gede yg isinya impendium itu dari cage ke office. Angkatin isi box, individual impendium box. Capek banged. sampe badan pegel2. tapi office mates ku bilang " you little speedy ! did u do it by urself?? for less than 2 hours? " hauhauhauhauhaua.

One of the corporate directors came by to the office and smiling at me " they never told you, u have to do such thing in the event management, did they ?" hehehe i know. I am the bottom of PR n Event chain. I am able to handle that.

Pulang rumah langsung legrek. badan pegel semua, langsung mandi, ngeringkuk di selimut, guling kiri guling kanan tapi ngebantu ngilangin capek malah bikin capek muter2. mo makan males masak n nyetir buat bli makan. akhirnya tetep aja di ranjang smp si ion dateng jam 7an. dan dia bawain makan, masi anget lho !! waaaa ionku baek deh. hahaha ada mo nya aja baik2. Dia ketawa ngakak liat aku ngelungker kaya kemompong *huh* tapi abis itu dipijetin. hihihihi. trus makan deeeh (makasi tante ikan dan nasinya -->> nasi aja ga punya dirumah!)

one hectic nite.

I just went home from Abacus 408. It's not the usual me, going to Abacus lab on sunday night but yeah for the sake of assignment and the laziness of my brain , I decided to go there at 5pm and along with me, there were my housemates, mendi, eveline and adi!

I took a nap at 3pm and woke up at 4.40, got ready to go at 5pm. We (me, odri, dita) decided to "snack shopping" first at IGA Vic Park to make this assignment party more fun ! and then Mendi called Dita and persuaded us to go to IGA Bentley instead while picking her up to uni!
*dasar lo crewet men hahaha*

Then hihi u know the result, we ended up snack shopping at IGA Bentley. We all had chips at our hands ckckck how healthy we are, esp me with 2 big sack of chips and a teh kotak! At the parking, we had difficulties holding all those chips and snacks hauahahahhauaha and we ended up being like a bunch of greedy and foolish ladies walking around with chips, cookies and various drinks.

I ate my 2 chips greedily and after 15 minutes, I felt sick eating chips and having sore throat, what a stupid me! and then I continued writing my assignment with feeling sick in my stomach. I don't want to tell stories about my assignment, it's no fun at all and useless :x

Time clocked so fast, we didn't realise it was already 10pm and we haven't had dinner yet so we (dita n odri, I have finished thou but answering the bulbos in friendster hehehe) quickly finishing our stuffs with panick. We had chit chat for a while thou before realising it was almost 11pm and Mcd ( we had no choice for the dinner ) might close after 11pm.

There were 6 of us and the regulation for max passengers in a car is 5 in here so we pretty overloaded actually hihihi and odri volunteered to bend behind my seat until I drove Adi home, sorry dri >.< size="3">none of them were normal i think. i mean, drunk people, weirdos, smelly people. what a nice gathering there. we were kinda scared and felt disgusting to eat there so we took our meal home.

neva eva go to Mcd at sunday night unless u wanna meet the most weirdos people on earth.

good nite all. me needing to go to bed SOON. have to wake up early tomorrow. i don't feel like working ouucchh.

you made me

Loving all Mika's songs to death !
All of them are funny, easy to listen and i love the lyrics.

my current favourite song from Mika .

You Made Me.

You can be difficult , I can be mean
We can be lovebirds or sting like bees
We´re walking a wire
In danger of falling from grace

A minute of pleasure
An hour of pain
You reel me back in with your physical thing
Cos sometimes you´re worth all of the things that I hate

Oooh.. I shoulda let go
My head says yes but my heart says no S
o I´m black and I´m blue
And I act like a fool
Cos you make me Crazy

And I´m up and I´m down
Turning into the clown that you make me
Baby that´s what you´re waiting for
You make me want you more

You see it black and I see it white
You´re never wrong and I´m always right
We argue the point
The point is to disagree

I´m better off dead of personality in your head
Cos I´m black and I´m blue
And I act like a fool Cos you make me
And I´m up and I´m down

Turning into the clown that you make me
And maybe that´s what you´re
Waiting for Baby you played me
But you´ll never make me kiss you back and fall apart
I don´t have to do it just cos you make me

p.s this song doesn't reflect to my personal life FYI.

New kid on the blog

Hello all.

Here is the link to my old blog.

http://blue_pankponk.blogs.friendster.com/blue_pankponk/

Andita: thank you for helping me setting this blog. Welcome me to blogspot !